BONES
I won’t use her real name, but those close to me know who I’m talking about. I know everyone has their ideas about her but no one see’s what I see. It’s true, I’ve been through a great heart breaking story with her. There have many a tear shed through our tale. Yes, she has done things that I felt might kill me considering just how deeply In Love I was. But what you will never understand is what happened in the begging, the middle, and up until now. Our friendship has grown to something great. I have forgiven her many times over and I know that despite her “romantic” choices I know she Loves me. I’ve seen her hold back tears of remorse I’ve seen the sorrow in her eyes. I know that there are just somethings she has a hard time dealing with and a hard time expressing with. Am I more of a hard ass because of the heart break…yeah, I am. My heart has been broken, but she has done her best to heal it. I can’t expect for the only way for her to heal me is to “Be With Me”. That’s selfish. If you looked at all the negative aspects of my friends you would ask the same thing you ask about her, “Why are you so close to her, why do you love her so much?” For the same reason I Love all of you so much. It’s getting through the BAD things that have made us so close. She’s no different and I would hope that you could see her through my eyes…the same way I would want people to see YOU through my eyes. I love my BONES dearly. I have accepted who she is with and Love her just as Dearly as EVER. I have my opinions about it, but I would hope no one would expect me to hold on to what has been done forever. Before you judge her remember what you and I have been through also…doesn’t she diserve that same love and patience that I show to all my friends? Yeah she’s different, but aren’t we all…isn’t that what makes her and all of us great, Our differences, different skills, talents, ideas, personalities?